Oh so much pain
My head feels like itâ€™s going to split
I feel sick
I canâ€™t cope
Why me? Why do I seem to get so much?
Or have I been saved from more along the way?
I canâ€™t see it, but itâ€™s possible I guess.
It’s not like a pin/knife stabbing you
Nor like a kick
It’s not like a pinch or punch
It’s not physical,
Who do I share it with, without worrying them?
Who do I tell?
What do I say?
Should I tell at all?
Should I cope with it alone?
It will get better? Won’t it?
What if he didnâ€™t understand?
What if he didnâ€™t know his life was to end?
What if we took a vulnerable manâ€™s life into our own hands and got it wrong?
What if we made the wrong decision?
How do we know?
Are we living in Godâ€™s world or the devilâ€™s world?
Do they exist together?
Was he meant to suffer?
Was he meant to have broken ribs and be resuscitated only to leave us afterwards?
I canâ€™t take it!
So many thoughts
So many questions
What can you do when you feel overwhelmed with your thoughts, fears, worries?
Perhaps you can help yourself by doing some of the following: –
- reading uplifting books
- going for a walk
- calling someone who will give you what you need e.g. listen, talk you through it, hold you etc.
- speak with a counsellor